Hi everyone, god how long has it been since I've been here... But I decided to at least try and go back to this site.
I think it's about a year ( or more ) since I've uploaded any of my works here. Well, to be honest even if I'd like to add something new I had literally nothing I could post. I stopped drawing for almost a year.
On October last year I started attending The Academy of art and design in Wrocław as a graphic design/printmaking student. To be honest I never wanted to be on academy of art and design, because I've never felt like an "artist", you know, someone who draws/paints "normal" things. And to be honest after a year I still don't feel like one. All in all I had some problems with myself and with what the hell am I doing with my life, so I stopped drawing my own things ( well but I didn't stop drawing completely cuz ya know, drawing lessons and all the shitty homework where I need to pretend like I am an artist who's got a bigger idea and a plan for their works).
But it is a little better now, or at least I came to conclusion that I can't really do anything about my position right now. To be fair, I found out that I really enjoy the graphic design part of my studies, I just don't enjoy the more "artistic" stuff, but in a month I'm gonna be on my 2nd year and I had to choose which workshops I want to be in, so I choose the ones which have almost nothing to do with traditional arts ( still have drawing and oh god PAINTING lessons this year tho) so I guess this year will be a bit better.
Now, to the drawing part. I did almos nothing this year BUT like a month ago or something I decided to do someting again! and I guess I'm on a good way to be back ( not really often tho cuz my Uni takes 3/4 of ANY time I have, starting from 8-9 AM to 7-8 PM almost every day =____= )
But unfortunatelly/fortunatelly I'm not really in the manga/anime fandom anymore, it is so hated on my Uni that I was really ashamed of myself that I enjoy it...so yeah only Durarara will always be in my heart ( GOD THERE FINALLY IS THE NEXT SEASON FUCK YEAH), and probably as you have seen I got myself into kpop fandom, so well... now almost all I draw are happy gayish(shhh you all know they are gay so let's not pretend) korean/chinese boys :I
anyway, I will add something I did recently ~ hope you guys are having a good life <333
Listening to: Seether
Playing: Blade & Soul